A QUICK SNEAK INTO MY MIND

Monday, February 28, 2005

get the power of addiction



Are you Addicted to the Internet?

53%


Average@Internet-User.com (41% - 60%)
You seem to have a healthy balance in your life when it comes to the internet and life away from the computer. You know enough to do what you want online without looking like an idiot (most of the time). You even have your own Yahoo club or online journal! But you enjoy seeing your friends and going out to enjoy life away from your computer.




The Are you Addicted to the Internet? Quiz at Quiz Me!



non existent mind

hi
sometimes i feel wat a confused personality im.and nowadays this aspect has greatly increased or magnified.i start to go sumwhere and then in the mid i feel like shid i go or not.dont knw why but this is irritating me so much that i feel like thrashing my head.today i had to meet my sis who has come from europe after attending a technical training (yeah technical )and in the mid way i thot why not meet her tomm but theni again ventured out and met her,
there r numerous incidences which have happened nowadays and i cant tell u all of them coz it will take a lot of space and make ur mind as confused as mine.

now i am again confused shud i sign off or not.

oh not again

cya
saurabh

Tuesday, February 22, 2005

(-)Negative marketing (+)Positive results

hi
i was just coontemplating on the fact which brnd of the market will boast of increasing sales day by day even when the top management is doing aggressive negative campaigning for the brand. quite an intricate theory ,cant imagine any sort of this theory teaching in any of the iims.yes my friends all the world is doing negative publicity of the brand . only one genre of brand can enjoy such success ---yes my friends the ever inevitable cigarette,gutka and tobacco etc.i remember first the cigarette cartons used to carry the warning that "cigarette smoking is injurious to health " but now it carries the warning "cigarette smoking causes cancer" . even the paan vaals have big big hoarding which market that smoking causes cancer,still the moment i entered the college and till date ie roughly three and a half yrs i have seen three and a half times more paan vaalas at every nukad and corner , every year more and more freshers (in my coll and every other coll )trying smoking and as they pass out becoming chain smokers.may be its peer pressure,society ,need to get the kick or to enjoy the moment. wat i feel is that even if u wana try above things (let it be smoking , gutka etc) keep it restrained to once in a while or when in a grp.just be sure of the fact that things need to be corrected when u start carrying a pack of cigarettes in ur pocket.
u can try the following link to read some beautiful twisting of words by my senior vikas bhargav click here

btw sonika has corrected her blog broken link (courtesy some suggestion given by rohitk)

cheers
saurabh

Friday, February 18, 2005

thoughtful tests

hi junta,
just came thru these few tests.

test 1 (go to hell test)

The Dante's Inferno Test has banished you to the Second Level of Hell!
Here is how you matched up against all the levels:
LevelScore
Purgatory (Repenting Believers)Very Low
Level 1 - Limbo (Virtuous Non-Believers)Moderate
Level 2 (Lustful)Very High
Level 3 (Gluttonous)High
Level 4 (Prodigal and Avaricious)Moderate
Level 5 (Wrathful and Gloomy)High
Level 6 - The City of Dis (Heretics)High
Level 7 (Violent)High
Level 8- the Malebolge (Fraudulent, Malicious, Panderers)High
Level 9 - Cocytus (Treacherous)Low

Take the Dante's Inferno Test

test2 (ahh..... am i paranoid)

DisorderRating
Paranoid:Low
Schizoid:Low
Schizotypal:Moderate
Antisocial:Low
Borderline:Low
Histrionic:Moderate
Narcissistic:Moderate
Avoidant:Low
Dependent:Low
Obsessive-Compulsive:Moderate

-- Personality Disorder Test - Take It! --




test3 (am i in a right job)


Saurabh, the Right Job for you will allow you to be:


Strategic and Creative

As a Strategic type, you want to be able to express yourself and your ideas through work. Sure there's a time and place for rules and procedures, but when a good thought strikes you, you don't want it to be boxed into one way of thinking. You're willing to go outside the rules if there's a chance that the risk will reap big rewards.

You are stronger than most when it comes to generating ideas. And because of this, it might sometimes feel easier to take on all aspects of a job yourself instead of wasting time explaining it to someone else who might not "get it" like you do. But because you have so many ideas and are willing to take on so much, you might find that you sometimes have trouble finishing every project you start.

Your diplomacy and adaptability make you a valuable asset. But your need to feel invested in a company that allows you to express your original ways of thinking will ultimately impact how happy you are in the workplace



these tests were good
thanks rohitj

cheers
saurabh

Thursday, February 17, 2005

"speculations came true"

hey
i was just thinking that wen my cat score card came , i will be screwed every where coz of my di.and after not getting nitie call it seems i have got some omniscience predicting powers.anyways its all over now and no grudges.

lemme tell u guys some thing bout my aspirations wen i was in first/second yr of my engg.i always used to think that iim is the only place for me and whenever i wud go it has to be iim or at max fms/xl.i knw i still adhere to this feeling no matter wat happens.but wat let me come to this feeling.i always used to wear my dad's IIM A tshirts in college and locality.and man wat pride it used to generate in me not coz of my dad's tshirt but coz i am wearing a tshirt which has IIM A printed on it.and also the comments and queries of third persons.secondly i still cherish the ALUMNUS MAGAZINE of IIM A which comes to my house regularly every tri month as if its a tri semester of MBA.all the pics and new developments of IIM A r printed in my mind.how an underpass is being constructed there to connect new building to old building and the new hostels being constructed.man it wud be the best day of my life if i get an alumnus magazine by my name and if im myself using that underpass.hope that happens...........

cheers
and atb to all call getters

saurabh

Saturday, February 12, 2005

event of debacles

hi
considering that the CAT was a surprise from the moment in opned the seal it seems that this is really tru.considering that i havent received the call letter from NITIE (till now) seems to sustantiate it . i dont knw wat the hell of my di %ile.it seems this has become a black spot in my not sobad score card of 98.22%.is it tru that i havent received the call from NITIE (its ok i knew i wont be attentding the interview) .but still i atleast wanted a call coz "every cloud has a silver lining" and old saying r never false.

cheers
saurabh

Thursday, February 10, 2005

my quizzing results

hi
for u kaul bhai sorry didnt kept notice of the last link.but for u my resu;ts.
good quix.

tree shadow
You are a forest shadow. Your essence is that of
the tree or beast that casts you upon the
earth. You feel a purpose to be in balance
with the cycles of life and are wise and
beautiful in your submission to the justice of
Mother Nature. You are peaceful in temperament
and, though you feel small, your spirit is
precious, strong, and mighty as the
(green)forces with which it is affiliated.
(please rate my quiz cuz it took me for
freaking ever to create)


What Kind of Shadow Are You? (with gorgeous pics)
brought to you by Quizilla


cheers
saurabh

theory of "the self and the other"

hi

i was just thinking of the parts in which a human mind is divided and well i remembered the chapter in the book "besides the river piedra i sat and wept".so just goin to put forwars my thoughts --->

a human mind is basically divided into two parts the self and the other.what the other always does is satisfy others wishes without the prior confirmation from the self.this is where the unhappiness and agonies of a person start.because he is always trying to satisfy others ,eventually a point will come when he will start hating his life, because he has not done anything for himself/herself.for example suppose ur friends or ur parents want u to do sumthing and u do it just because they want it.agreed initially u will be happy but a point will come when always doing things for others will make u hate urself and then u will lose the grace in ur life and will start thinking that when i have done 100 things for others why not 101st thing and then it will go on in an arithmetic progression.i knw a few of my friends who r happy the way life flows for them and they dont try to change it or make the life flow as they wish.why coz they have always done what others want (i.e. parents or friends) and not thought at one point that another portion of their mind exists.

oops enough for other now sumthing for self.

ok so talking bout the self portion of mind----->
it is basically that portion of ur mind where ur happiness lies.it is that portion which comes to work when u do something which u love to do contrary to the other portion which comes to work when u do something which others like.this self portion has the capacity to make u luv and cherish ur life coz that portion is for ur self.for example suppose ur parents want that u shud become engineer /doctor and then in that quest u will take non med/med (ur other portion is working) , start workin for entrances and all the while ur parents r thinking they have taken a wise decision for their progeny.then a point will come when u will perform dismal in ur entrances ,u score equally bad in ur boards and then their comes the self portion.u will break all the shackles of other portion and will take the stream u like (for exp fashion designing or commerce etc) and thn comes the time when self starts working and u will start performing brilliantly in life( tak the case of tendulkar who was a bad student but is a master blaster in his field).

so my friends let the other go into dormancy and bring the self in action and show ur self a path to happy life.

i think this is one of my best post ever( see my modesty hehe)

saurabh

p.s. dont confuse this concept of self with the concept of egoism,both r entirely different concepts.

Friday, February 04, 2005

Eventful beginning to feb

Hi
Well I knw that im blogging after a long time.ya its quite a long time coz normally I feel like blogging every 72th hour(at max). but don’t knw coz im not in lot of mood for blogging these days.don’t knw may be a lot depends on overall stability since these days im in a distress reason vahi as usual academics------our college sent us a mail that the winter training report to be submitted by 24th feb .and another shocking news on this mind(which is like a pile of cards) that we have to do a Btech project from a list of 17 faadu projects.( if u want I can paste the complete list terrible faadu and heart attack list in the next post but on public demand).arre bhai einstein samajh rakha hai kya.

But every cloud has a silver lining.Another good thing happened.we friends a grp of 9 went on a great day on 2nd feb (11days before v-day hehe).well for the day first we spent our day in mocha’s GK great ambience and we ordered the apple hooka and 2 vertigos(the flag ship menu item).but I don’t knw after just ordering these 3 items how cum the bill ran upto 600+. Then we went to The supper factory and well I shud say I absolutely luv the music and darkness there.i was careful to be a sober guy in tsf coz I had to then join my parents in the revolving restaurant for a dinner.and guess I managed to remain almost sober.well again with cheap drinks bill went to 1167.dont knw how.who says tsf is cheap.so quite an eventful beginning to feb.

Rite now im listening to “I want to break free……….” By queens.man I shud say I struggled to get hold of this song so much when I cudnt find it on any site for dwnload.and im in luv with this song from past 2 yrs.

Quite a meaningless post but that is life sumtimes.

Enjoy
Saurabh